it's been a long time but i will have internet soon. i'm moving again, but just across town.. more to come later. :)

Okay, so I got tagged to do the thing where you list 6 weird habits that you do...after this the people I tag have to do it too and then post this in their own entry ( Read more... )

10 weeks.. thanks kori.. i sometimes forget about this thing. *sigh ( Read more... )

am i not beautiful enough for you ( Read more... )

lack of reality.
forced to insanity.
on the edge
looking back
i see what i once was.
an inversion of myself is what i've become.
fight the pressure and the pain.
get back to myself.
get back to being sane.

yay for promotions. yay for raises. now making 9.50$ per hour, BITCHES. :D haha, that's not a lot, but it's more than i'm accustomed to. so i'm pretty happy. :D

so it's kind of like this.. you don't really wanna be with someone, but you do because you've been there before and you know how it feels but maybe you just miss the way things were but not the person. does that make sense? and somehow you're drawn to that person even though you think there's no attraction left.. but there's just something about ( Read more... )

i woke up at my normal time and went to use the bathroom.. i remember thinking as i got up, wow, she's really gone.. i realized then that i'll think about that moment for the rest of my life. at least i have a life, i said to myself. most people don't understand or even think about how lucky they are. i know i didn't.. i know i really haven't.. we ( Read more... )

just finished watching The Wedding Date.. it was a cute movie, but it depressed me. boo. happy couples everywhere. :( haha, anyway... school seems like it's going to be okay. work is starting to suck. but that's life. i guess i'll crash now. later kids.

well well well.. things have been kind of crazy lately. i started a new shift at work. i now go in at 7:30 and get off at 4:15. school starts monday and i haven't bought my books yet. i went up there today, but they were closed. boo. tuesday i spent most of the day in the ER. i was having chest pains, so i went in. turns out my blood pressure and ( Read more... )