I met with the bishop today again. Talk about what I pretty much wrote on January 23 of this year. I was right sadly. But I was wrong on the progressing upward. You stay in that kingdom and progress once you progress all they way to the top of that kingdom you stay at the top of that kingdom. So I guess when you think on this side of the fence your ( Read more... )

Only a few things have happen since the first of this month. Two movies I went and seen that were totally awesome. Valentines was a normal one for it being Valentines and Jack and Jill getting attack on same day also Papa got rid of his goats also. Plus I moved my goats from by my bedroom to the other side of the property.

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Overreaction don’t you love it? Jumping the gun is part of being a damn borderline!!! I talk to my mom last night and she said I mad a mountain out of mole hill. Why do I do this? I haven’t seen Monroe again because they are being jerks!! They being the people he works for.  So I don’t have my therapy to work these jumping the gun issues out. I ( Read more... )

I hate this! I am so scared to death right now! Grainger is thinking of going to South Dakota and he won’t tell me what for. He says only for a visit to fix some stuff that happened ten years ago. Most of you know I always take the negative first before if its all going to work out that he is coming back and only staying a week to fix what ever he ( Read more... )

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You know you fight and fight for that special some one and then you find that special someone  and you want to keep that special someone as long as possible. I have found that person. Well what if someone tells you that if you come from different religious backgrounds your marriage won’t necessary work out.

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Grandma caught some weird bug that probably was bronchial pneumonia just a few days after Christmas. Troy then caught is next he has had it the worse since every time he gets sick his seizures get worse. That the other day we had to call for an ambulance to get him to the hospital because he kept having seizures and we couldn’t get his pills or any ( Read more... )

Things have been up and down since I last wrote. My Pill doc told me that they can’t really put me on Lithium because I would be on a lot of it because of my weight and I would have to go get my blood drawn. He upped my Lamictal to 200mg. He added a fish oil pill with a weird name. Also he gave me a pill that I can take under my tongue to settle me ( Read more... )

Zane has been through hell for the last week. Not understanding why these things have to happen to my family. I stand and watch the pain that goes across their faces. I hate it when there is nothing I can do to help. Just to sit back and watch things like this happen. I’m just a natural crier. I cry over the damned things. I hate to see anyone in ( Read more... )