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[angelx71]

*sigh* The gloomy weather and rain, it's like someone painted the skies with the colors of my emotions - such greyness for the countless phases of complete misery I go through within a 24 hour period. Sometimes I feel very content - almost happy, and at other times I just feel desolated (isolated), forsaken, lonely, abandoned, misunderstood for so

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[aiyahyoo]

hi sweetie.. i know i can't say much to help you feel better, but i just want you to know that i'm here for you if you need someone.. you've always felt like a sister to me, and even though i'm not with your brother anymore, it doesn't change the fact that i'll be there for you. i know you're going through some tough times but you have something to look forward to. wasn't it you who told me you don't really want to hang out with your old friends because it felt liek you've missed out on so much while you were in LA? look at you now! you're back in school, out havign fun with old friends [and family], you have a lovable [but very destructive] puppy who you will love despite her naughty behaviour, and you're about to have not just a room, but a HOUSE, all to yourself [okay not COMPLETELY to yourself, but you know what i mean]. embrace what you've got now and what you'll have in the near future and things will begin to look up for you. remember when you're at rock bottom, the only direction you can go is up. i know how you feel because i

[angelx71]

... and its things like this comment and the last comment from you and mei that keeps me going... its friends like you guys that make it worth-while...

[meimeimeimeimei]

the weather does suck... it's got me down too. coincidentally, this morning i was watching tv and the music video for that song came on and i could really relate too. well, just wanna let you know i'm glad we've been spending more time together. you help me forget all the crap going wrong in my life... that's what friends are for!! and i truly feel like i've found a valuable friendship here! :)

[angelx71]

... that's what friends are for =) (a concept that had slipped my mind for so long... thanks for the reminder) you know how it goes... There are only a few "girl" friends I have... and its great that you're one of them! but regarless, being a girl sucks huh? haha ...us and our ups and downs, no wonder guys don't understand us :x