It's time to close this chapter of my life.

This week is right up there as one of the most stressful weeks of my life in so many different aspects. Nothing seems to be going right, everything is just one disappointment after another. I'm falling apart all over again...

... and I have nothing to blame buy my own weakness; no one to blame but myself.

I'm still praying for simplicity.

ARGHHHHH!! SO PISSED!!! I have my car for a little over 4 months and I already get hit by some IDIOT SOCAL driver!! So I was backing out of a parking space yesterday about to go to class when this girl who was ILLEGALLY parked in the red zone decides she wants to take a short cut to get out of GM. Instead of going around the building like any law ( Read more... )

Starting to stress about school again... Argh!! I'm debating whether I should hold off graduating for another quarter or not. I got invited to possibly join three honor societies [Golden Key & Psi Chi & Gamma Beta Phi] and just got invited to the University Honors Program. All that taken into consideration, I'm starting to reconsider my game plan ( Read more... )

I really wanted to go to church this morning but I had to wait for Ryan to come pick up his couch. Too bad it's raining and his bed and couch are both getting completely drenched. I really hate the rain because of the inconvenience it brings, but at the same time I love the rain when I'm warm and snuggly indoors... which I am... so sucks for Ryan ( Read more... )

These days, I feel like my life is a completely blur. The majority of the time my head is filled with unwelcomed thoughts: lingering worries, fears, insecurities... the works. Yet it seems that all the time I've spent in self reflection has been completely wasted in vain. Even through constant ruminations that consume my life, all I can conclude is ( Read more... )

I think Dara hit the nail on the head when she posted this:

"Never make someone your priority,
while you remain their option."

Highlights of last nite:

→ 7 rounds of preparty shots at Eric's!! Happy birthday Val!!!
→ Felicia stepping in dog pee
→ Cutting directly to the front of the line at the party
→ Big bro buying all his lils LC shots!!
→ Getting 6 shots for $6 at the bar [for you idiots, thats $1/drink]
→ Stealing getting unclaimed drinks at the bar =X ( Read more... )

I feel compelled to share what's on my mind, so I'm sure you can all guess what time of the month it is. So, without restraint, I'm just going to type whatever comes to mind and follow whatever train of though my mind embarks on ( Read more... )

The quarter has just begun and I already feel so productive! I went to school, to work, and I even worked out with Janet!! Oh, and let's not forget fun, I have a little spare time for that too! Productive, I tell you. Even so, school and work have got me seriously stressed. It's not that either one is overwhelmingly hard, or even remotely hard at ( Read more... )