i cant hold back the tears all night...my bff since i was a kid is leaving to vegas on such a short notice, like a few days. i thought about her leaving and i've realized that shes been there through everything since we were kids and i dont have anyone else i can sit here and talk about everything with. seriously we do nothing all day, everyday and ( Read more... )

life is good right now. party and finish up school before i move the fuck out of Michigan ( Read more... )

i am not fired for not showing up for work. instead, they felt the need to schedule me pretty much everyday for the next few weeks...i don't know what could have been better??

i'd like to rant on about the only thing that pisses me off  in life, but i'm in too much of a good mood to start that.

I'm just happy to be finished with this semester of ( Read more... )

i let the days pass me by with a smile on my face like it doesn't hurt me anymore
and i'm lying to my myself and everything that i am
i'm too complex for words, thats why i don't make sense to you
i shouldn't be ballin my eyes out, but the only person who would understand me right now is my worst enemy.

i took down 8 mother fuckers in poker and stole the pot acting like i didnt know how toplay poker...i win. this Sunday i'm not playing tho its too fucking shitty outside ( Read more... )

party all weekend at the DIA.

it's been right there in front of me for years now, what was i thinking?

i hate my fucking life right now. this is too hard working 2 jobs and going to school full time. i get bitched at from my parents now that i need to give them all my fucking money im making right now, and it sucks because now i cant even pay my own fucking bills. and on top of that, im working so much that i've been skipping my classes just so i ( Read more... )

it hurts emotionally to be reminded of how 'things' use to be...i don't know what i'm doing.

no. you know what, i almost forgot ( Read more... )