thank god for bridget jones' diary. there's that one quote about how dealing with loss is like living in a cone (but i like party hat better) and the moments where you get upset get further and further apart as time goes on. so you shouldn't freak out and say well eff i haven't made any progress when you do have bad moments. in a related story, ( Read more... )

it's both weird and kinda cool that this past year for me personified the idea of things coming full circle. so many crazy things happened but i feel like i'm right back where i started. that sounds like it'd be a negative thing, but that's not how i see it. i'm back emotionally and mentally where i was a year ago, but that's a great place to be. ( Read more... )

i am so jealous that the people on extreme makeover get to get married in disneyworld. and i am also mad because she was wearing this amazing dress and the ambiguously gay stylist said he had a problem with the color and that all the girls come in and want a white dress because they think brides should wear a white dress so he puts her in this like ( Read more... )

so basically... i am amazing. thats the end of the story. man the first amendment is great. you know who else is great? mr big. i have never said that, ive always thought he's an idiot BUT HE GETS IT. AND I WONDER WHAT ITS LIKE WHEN ITS SOMEONE WHO GETS IT. carrie, tell us all, having already ended up with someone who gets it, WHATS IT LIKE? I LOVE ( Read more... )

you know what? i cant.. even grace this whole thing with an entry. ironic. and who knows who's reading. its true, though. i don't need any more enemies. HOLY SHIT ITS FLEET WEEK ON SEX AND THE CITY. i want a flipping sailor to tell me i'm cute. i gotta go watch this.

possibilities are exciting. so is the idea of not falling off the face of the planet this summer. my computer is so screwed up. i wanna go back to condom so i can live in my suite sweet. :)

List seven songs you are into right now, no matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your livejournal along with your seven songs. then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to ( Read more... )

it feels like it gets worse every day. not better.

1. who am i?

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i get lonely. i need lots of attention. i hate losing sources of attention. i dont know. karens whistling really irritates me. today i told the story and laughed about it. it still pains me not to talk to him. i hate that i hurt him. i regret telling him his depression was too much for me. i hurt him more than i had to. god. crying sucks so bad i'm ( Read more... )