i cant sleep because there are too many thoughts flying through my head right now. there is so much i want to tell people but i just cant bring myself to say it ( Read more... )

i hate life and everything that has to do with it. i hate money. i hate credit and i hate walking. school starts school soon and i'll just have another thing to hate. yay

life is a funny thing, nothing turns out the way you'd expect it to. but who says that you have the civil right to excpect anything from something or someone. right now i just want it all to go away and apparently theres only one way to do that. get a gun and shoot everyone i dislike right now. yes, that sounds like a plan.

nothing i do will ever make me happy. i can't be happy with what i already have. i cause everything to explode and then want it all back. right now i'm too tired to think ( Read more... )

so today while i was laying in bed talking to janine on the phone i looked at my calender and realize that my little sister's (my real sister not some phony sowhority sister) birthday was this week and i am going to be in vegas so i decided that i would buy her a present. so i get off my ass and out of my hot apartment and go to the mall. but not ( Read more... )

i dont know what it is but i'm always tired, no matter how much sleep i get, its weird. anywho, janine came down and we looked at apartments. yay apartments, actually i dont like apartment looking searching or moving for that matter. i cant wait till i own a house and never have to move again. that will be nice. oh shit i have phone calls to ( Read more... )

this is jessica being burnt. blah

today we went to the beach and spent most of it in the water. it was so fucking hot and it was already 430. but we got to see lots of fishies. i freaked out but i was okay after a while. yay for nemo!!

so today was a hot day and i didnt even want to go outside so instead i spent the day in side. well most of it. so watched scarey movie 3, bad call because it was a spoof of the ring and for those who know me know how fucking much that god damn movie scares the living shit out of me. anyways after that i went to work and it was so boring. but ( Read more... )