i'm incredibly down right this moment. yesterday i found out that i was $94 overdrawn out of my checking acct and now today it turned into 194. what the fuck, i'm fucking screwed. i was betting on my 435 dollar check to be able to cover rent and the money i made in the next two weeks to pay for vegas but now i'm 200 short and 2 weeks to go ( Read more... )

i remember staying up all night drinking with melissa, wes and that one guy jeff. we watched the sun rise from melissa's roof. i remember hearing here comes the sun playing over and over. the sun rose between the palm trees. yay random thought.

so incredibly tired...

i had something to say but now i've forgotten it. yeah this is an unnecessary post.

so yeah i bought a ticket today for vegas, damn i'm so broke. but robert is going back to iraq and it has to be done. he found a hotel that serves fosters on tap for 2 bucks a glass, fuck its 2 am and clarissa's kid is crying in the hall whats with that?? anyways, today was exciting, robert came down from pendleton and we went out for dinner and ( Read more... )

cant sleep. is anyone up at this ungodly hour when they have to work at 9??

i dislike this "war" against terrorism. especially when someone i know and love (although he hasnt called me in a very long time nor did he tell me the news) is going BACK to iraq in august. mother fuckers. i am truly unhappy about the situation. now i have to go to vegas in july and spend money on a flight and room and food and gambling. ( Read more... )

today was totally uneventful. i slept until 2 or 3 in the afternoon. well it was off and on kind of sleep. i watched priates and fell asleep last night so i finished it this morning, watched 40 days and 40 nights although i dislike the movie but i fell asleep during it anyways. then i watched super troopers. there was a few ciggies and a ( Read more... )

holy shit my little sister is all grown up. she has a little website, interesting. its amazing what you miss when you arent at home and you dont talk to you sisters. theres so much that i didnt know about them or even thought about. yeah and i just watched bad santa and it was filmed at a mall in torrance, i found that amazing. if i could ( Read more... )

a whole lot of nothing here and there. lots of work and lack of transportation. tiredness is next. i let the cat into my room again cuz i felt sorry for her but all she did was get cat hair all over my bed and claw at my down comforter. boo. its saturday night and i'm here on my computer, i'm tired and dont really want to go out but no one is ( Read more... )

if i were to show up at your house at 1 am... naked... or maybe not naked...

would you have sex with me?

1 = no
2 = maybe
3 = hell yeah
4 = can you come sooner?

post this on your journal to see just how many people want you...