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I really cant even believe this is still here. So much has happened im sure since my last entry. Im fucking 36 years old. I have 4 kids. Ive been in a relationship for 8 years. I always think about this jour al whwn im at my lowest (sorry) so here goes ( Read more... ) -
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Reading someones journal behind there back is seriously insulting. especially when that person will and does tell you everything youd ever want to know about them. -
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I'm seriously so irresponsible.stupid.i misread my court papers and missed child support court.i was so sure it was today I even convinced tom it was so neither of us showed up yesterday. He's behind like 6 months he hasn't paid.I'm so angry with myself.nothing seems to be going right right now. I'm seriously depressed.i need to lose weight ( Read more... ) -
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Life is so good right now. Couldnt ask for much better. Wish I couuld tell him how much much he is to me. My baby is 3. Potty trained growing up!!!7 crazy. Love my life. Never saw so much good
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why is it that some people can go out rarely and drink and some peopel can go ou always and drink and the rare drinkers end up with duis and the drinkers who are always out never get them? WHY FUCKING WHY -
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people annoy me. I have a friend that i used to do drugs with never really did much of anything but drink and drug with this girl. so recently probably around 4 months ago she comes into my work and happens to get sat at my table (unknowing that i work there) so at this point i was definitly clean had been for awhile..i was pregnant. anyway ( Read more... ) -
BEER - Love is A Mad Dog From Hell By Charles Bukowski
of course im the only fat bitch that gets drunk and doesnt care anymore how beer will effect there weihgt untill morning when i step on tyhe scale and vow never to drink again...only to drink again the next night to forget how fat and fucked up i am....anyway on to the poem
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Love is A Mad Dog From Hell
I don't know how many bottles of beer
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everyday i go to bed ashamed of the amount of food ive eaten each day and thinkin tomorrow ill be different but it isnt. i spaceout and get up and start a fight in the middle of hot sex to fucking EAT. WHY? im a fuckin retarded bitch...thats why
