Aside from the happy stuff. I don't like all of the other feelings re-arising in me lately. This is why I was so hermit like. ~sigh~ i'm trying to hold back. I really am.

It always takes a while for me to write in you ( Read more... )

Let's see....hmmmm....life right now ( Read more... )

 MMMM!!!!     SMOOOOOOOOOOOOTHIE :D  i'M LYING ABOUT MY MOOD LOL i JUST LIKE THAT WORD.

 
Do you or have you ever thought you saw someone you've been thinking about at the oddest times?
Like when you're goin out to lunch w/ someone, you're in their car, laughin & bein idiots and you look up and think you see someone you haven't seen in forever? you make eye contact and there's a sense of familiarity & puzzlement mirrored on both of your ( Read more... )

Something weird is up w/ my body.  I'm losing weight like melting butter. last week I weighed my usual 115. I weighed myself Thursday and again yesterday and I had gone down to 113. Today I just got off the scale and  I weigh 111.5.  anyone else think it's weird?? ok I admit I should be used to it since I go back n forth b/w 110 and 115. but I've ( Read more... )

when my tummy hurts, I want to either be one of those wishing trolls with the neon colored hair and jewled belly buttons, so someone will rub my tummy ....
or curl up into a ball, and sleep the day away.

Too bad  neither is possible. I just wanna sleeeeeep!!!!
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Well I was right Barbie completely ditched me again yesterday. No call, no nothing.

I don't even know why I keep trying to hangout with some people. Oh. Right. It's cuz we're supposed to be, gee idk friends? Some promises shouldn't be made with the intention of not keepin them.  it's ok though Ed n John B. came over. We watched Lemony Snicket  (Ed's ( Read more... )

This person named Moliere (accent above the 1st E).. once said

"The trees that are slow to grow bear the best fruit."

Wonder if that'd be true in my case ....

I mean technically on both the outside and the inside I haven't grown as slowly as everyone thinks I have.

But in allowing myself to experience things other's have gotten done and over with a ( Read more... )

well since I haven't posted in a while I'll start w/ a bit of humor.
I messaged it to Lauren so I'll just repost that: I'm lost as u all know n she's blink (Lauren's my sis for all you forgetful people)

Lost Faith2887 (10:25:32 PM): I just went in vicky's room and she made a fuss cuz i'm wearin a tubetop n joe boxer shorts....atleast I'm wearing ( Read more... )