I cant help but feel the sickness of those around me. I tend to sense, and feel all energy, good and bad. It is really quite amazing, how much can be felt, when you take the mind out of the equation. It is so easy to be happy, when you are able to remove yourself from society ( Read more... )

I am glad that no one really reads this anymore, besides a few select lurkers, random internet passers, and the occasional friend, who most likely is looking a livejournal out of boredom one day ( Read more... )

A constant change inside is emerging. Everyday I wake up to new realizations and revelations, some of them are fruitless, others completely change my view of life. Regardless I would say the direction I am heading is only something that makes me feel good half the time, and completely crazy the other half. The only distinction between the two is, ( Read more... )

I got yelled at today by a senile MTA employee. While I walked past him, he yelled, "Ma'am you dropped something." I turned around to see he was talking to me. On the ground next to him was a ripped piece of an old shopping bag. I walked back down (even though clearly I had no shopping bag, nor dropped anything), picked up the bag, and apologized ( Read more... )

I havent really updated much on here. A lot of really new, awesome opportunities and exciting things have happened ( Read more... )

I flew from Newark to Minneapolis, on the 6am flight. I dont suggest doing early flights from Newark ever...train schedules are very infrequent, thus making me leave at 12am the night before. One would think sleeping on the terminal floor, and getting into a car out of the airport for a 6 hour drive would be miserable. I do think though, just the ( Read more... )

Since livejournal is the dead form of "journaling" and the "next best thing" has happened 3 times through already, I feel more and more happy about the fact that livejournal will turn into more of a personal journal for me ( Read more... )

This city is always keeping me on my feet. Little tests to see how on top of my game I really am. I can say I have now had a handful of New York City men experiences, all which mostly make me insanely pessimistic about the state of guys these days. I mean if I talk to a guy, all of a sudden they think I am hitting on them, and will follow me ( Read more... )

I'm intrigued at the thought of where you always end up in life. You always view it to be something different.

and thank god it isnt ever what you imagined.

working on loving those I care about, physically, mentally, emotionally ( Read more... )