This should come as a surprise to no one. My time here ended a year ago and I've just been wasting words since. I'll always be grateful but this is a closed chapter now. Of course it's sad and I get all sorts of nostalgic thinking about it because it's been over three years but I can't find the passion anymore. Thanks for your time and kind words, ( Read more... )

i ran into a girl from my past the other day. no, wait, that's not where the story begins because a couple of nights before that i was having a conversation with a male friend of mine and he tried to describe to me just how much power a pretty girl has. it was all beginning to look like a scene from beautiful girls and i didn't particularly agree ( Read more... )

I am terrified to update and not update right now so here goes nothing. First of all, I spend a lot of my time out in the JUNGLE and various small villages that don't see computers as their main priority. They are more concerned with things like water. But it's that time of the year again, movie opening, parties to attend so I'll be spending a ( Read more... )

Maddox and I are featured in the May issue of Vanity Fair (sorry about the source for those). It's a constant battle choosing between private or public but I'm still finding it hard to keep secrets. I just feel that it's pointless, you know. Because we're here for a very limited time and if we're going to waste covering up and concealing who we are ( Read more... )

The headache is still there but at least I'm able to write. Although "able" is under discussion but I can type anyway. This is my obituary which means a resurrection is right around the corner ( Read more... )

brb

thank you, anonymous, for holding my spot. it's saturday night and i have nothing better to do than sit in front of a computer, that is really sad. lately i feel like i've been focusing so much on "the important things in life" that i completely forget to enjoy myself and then anything is meaningless. i feel old, like i can't relate to the people i ( Read more... )

Dear Angie ( Read more... )

I've been trying for weeks to come up with something intelligent but as you can see it's not working so let's call this writing for practice. I recently did an interview for BBC World and I felt honored that they considered me important enough to sit down with, and not only because they are a UK based production and that really made me feel ( Read more... )

Jennifer and I came back on the same day and here are some even better news; she is dumping Affleck and marrying me. You can donate my present to the UNHCR and she will take lingerie. Lots and lots of lingerie.

I caved and got a new screen name (since Paris asked so nicely) and it's aj signing off (since you can't possibly conceive of the hatred ( Read more... )