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Even More
So I woke up early in attempts to rake rocks and dirt in my yard, and proceeded to for about four and a half hours. A friend of mine got mad at me because I told her it was easier to rake wet dirt as opposed to dry, and she vehemently disagreed. I don't understand how I surround myself with such negatively filled people. Maybe that's because I've ( Read more... ) -
Frustrations and Meditations
I've noticed that I have more trouble with groundlessness than I originally would've thought. It's this sort of thing that just creeps up and grips your body until it hurts. I know it grips your body until it hurts because when the anger came, I didn't react. Instead, I focused on it, and even though I couldn't figure out what had triggered me to ( Read more... ) -
Another year older...
It's my birthday today. I brought it in with John on CoH; it was super fun. :) Hopefully the rest of my day will prove to be just as lovely. -
A Reply on the LJ Buddhists Community
First off, I cannot believe I am the first comment on this post. I can totally relate to what you're saying on so many levels; however, I still feel as though I'm stuck in the doldrums of just trying to get my wheels to spin beyond the mud, you know ( Read more... ) -
Quick Update Before Bed
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Impermanence and its Lessons
My friend John and I always have talks about life, about energy, the boundless, unsee-able threads that connect us all together. We talk about how death is just a part of the life cycle, an eminent truth that all of us should come to understand accept within our hearts ( Read more... ) -
Some People...
So, I've cried myself to sleep for like, the third night in a row ( Read more... ) -
Happy Teimz on WoW!
So, yesterday I played like 3hrs+ worth of WoW with Justin. It was so much win, I haven't laughed that much or smiled so much, (Until it hurt, mind you); in a long time. Honestly, I've never been this happy with anyone, ever.
*snags a couple of screencaps from Justin's Facebook*
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Not too sure.
I spent the evening with friends and just had an all around bad time. Everyone just seemed to be like, low and melancholy. I can still see the pixilated song titles on my friend's radio as they blur from the tears trapped behind my eyes; I clench them tightly shut so they don't give me away. I tell myself to breathe, to control myself...But the ( Read more... )
