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[angiestalker]

the wind laughs in her face as the rain pours like tears down her cheeks fire spreads painfully through her chest her breathing is harsh restricted as though there were two boa constrictors fighting inside her simultaneously wrapping themselves around her lungs words of anguish dispair & heartache lodge in her throat causing her to gag making her

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[isthison]

this is what i wanted you to tell me when i ask you what's wrong. You shouldn't feel defeated. No one is against you nor out to get you. We're all very worried about you. I just wish you would say something to me instead holding inside, you're gonna explode. Please talk to me I want to help you!

[angiestalker]

How many times do I have to tell you, I can't just tell you. It doesn't work that way. & I never said anything about anyone being against me or out to get me, hell I didn't say anything about anybody else at all. This isn't something I can explain to you, & it's not something you can fix. & I can't talk to you about it, I wish with everything there is inside of me that I could, but I can't. ::sigh:: I just, I, ugh, I don't know, just, don't worry about me, I'll live, I always do.

[isthison]

and i've told you, i can read something like that or see you in a corner by yourself without being overwhelmed with curiosity and guilt, i seriously feel like a horrible person cuz there's nothing tthat i can do. Im seriously worried about you K. You mean the world to me I just wish you weren't so gloomy. Is this seriously the only way for you to vent?! Or are you keeping all this sorrow inside?

[angiestalker]

I'm assuming you meant can't there, cause otherwise there would be no point to the comment at all. Sometimes the only thing to do is keep things inside, cause letting them out can only make things worse.

[brookexellen]

Sad story, but well written.

I love you, Cowboy.

[angiestalker]

Thanks
Love you too, Kid.