well, I'm officially fired from radioshack...fun stuff. I don't know how I managed to work/try so hard and still manage to get fired...oh yea, I'm not the most punctual in the world. its too bad they kinda needed me. seeing as how I was the only one with open availability and actually gave a shit about my job. But as many are telling me, everything ( Read more... )

How funny it is that I find it impossible to not yearn for attention. Even now, as we sit seperated by a house, and you want to claim you have been disrespected, and my mother claims that I have been disrespeced, and I feel torn in between it all. You like to tell your stories, but have no patience to sit through any other, which is not an equation ( Read more... )

Is it bad that I'm eginning to have somewhat of a heart attack about my coming vacation? It's true, I will miss my girlfriend to death, though the thought of facing all that music by myself seems slighlty more horrifying. I don't even want to begin to fathom what I'm getting myself into. I've made a conscious decision to stick close to home in ( Read more... )

Once again i bought her another case and all I get is an overly drunk girlfriend coming home to me to stumble all over the place ridiculously and I gotta wake from being perfectly asleep to get bitched at about everyhting under the sun. It doesn't stasrt that way, but explain to me how we go from me jumping out of the bed to get her a trash can to ( Read more... )

Tonight was Halloween, well part II since Harnett County was the only county who declared trick or treating for tonight, when really it began yesterday. Of course I worked both days since it seems to be all I do. However tonight I took advantage of being able to dress up at work. I dug up some of what I actually brought with me of my Ren gear and ( Read more... )

I suppose my girlfriend's broccoli and cheese omelet breakfast yesterday morning isn't the only thing that has been note-worthy lately. I have this habit of really wanting to do things but convincing myself I'm too busy or tired to do so, such as writing. Roxana is an exceptional addition to my life. She has helped me feel a degree of passion that ( Read more... )

will someone tell my mind to quit running away with my heart and poking fun at it. It's like I'm trying to self destruct, god i don't want to ruin this, whether or not it's real. I don't want the fault to be my own insecurities, my own restless mind that overworks everything my eyes see, as always. Quit with the pessimism, quit with the what if's, ( Read more... )

I had an absolutely wonderful Halloween weekend. I finally got to attend the Wicked Manors party and danced my thighs to oblivion, my poor legs. I saw many people I haven't seen in a while and was just flowing through whatever good vibes I could find. Im not too happy about the awkward situation I've found myself in since then but it's quite ( Read more... )

Yea, it confuses, and it hurts.

She begs the answer once again from any who listen. The light she expected to find seems further than promised, and she slowly feels more and more discouraged.