I stole another exact-o knife. I decided I wanted to try it out. 10 cuts on my left forearm, 3 on my wrist, two on the back of my hand. On the early morning, I find myself feeling... beautiful. Calm, poised, and relaxed. It's due to the hour, and the music. Just thought I'd make a little update before bed. Good night.

Even though all is said an done, I find myself feeling a little.... unsettled. Do I plan to continue that thought.... nope. ^_~ I've never been one for direct responses. *chuckles* Ah... good times... Anyway. Had a chat with oh gee... I wonder. Shaun-face ( Read more... )

I'm feeling a lot better since that last one. I slept all night (Not by choice... my alarm didn't wake me up at 1!) so I'm not all emotionally fragile. I cried a little when I was venting a little to Krispy. Who I delcare my undying love for. I do the the same for Liz. And Sita-chan just 'cause I love that girl. Oooo! XD Guess who's coming to ( Read more... )

*sighs* I'm wickedly lonely... Rather hurt. I've been trying to set aside a time when I can be with Melissa, and tonight, she's gong to Roller Magic, with oh shocker, Nikki. She always steals Melissa away just as she's within reaching distane. When I think I have her back. I'm always too late. Another weekend wasted and burned. Went to work, came ( Read more... )

Heh... he worries about me. I have a long way to come with realizing people care about me....

1) Using band names, spell out your name ( Read more... )

It might because I hear it alot when I'm talking to you on the phone, but this song reminds me of you. I try hard to make you okay, and you try for me. I love how that is. There's so much about what I have with you I love. It's such a comfort to have those little things in my days. Little day dream, little smile. I have no idea how I feel. And I ( Read more... )

It's been ages since I posted here. Mostly 'cause the whole Shaun-thing got quiet. I mean, it's still quiet, but Sita forced me to admit I wub him. Which I'm now in denial about. I don't love him to that extent. And even if I did really love him, it wouldn't make any difference. We already went over that crap. He doesn't feel that way. Anyway... in ( Read more... )

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I had 7 dollars left from the other night, just counted up the change in my piggy bank. I rock, for I have 13 dollars, now. Which means I can buy Fruits Basket. I just have to get myself to the mall sometime soon. ;__; Which could be a problem. Anyway... had a talk with Shaun about stuff. I really don't know what to make of it, really. While part ( Read more... )