um what the fuck is up with "LJ" new format. this is a sign. i need to stop blogging. and cut myself off internet networks forever.

i just joined myspace. EW.

adderol and intensive cramming go nicely together. three hours of sleep, another adderol, and lots of caffeine do not go so nicely together. i am COKED OUT RIGHT NOW!!! and i probably just failed that test because i was too wacked out on adderal to notice that i even took it. wacked out adderol.

the girl next to me is wearing SARS shoes (ie. old person shoes ( Read more... )

ah! i had my first real freak out about getting old today. i don't want to get old. i don't want to turn 20. i want to be young and carefree forever. but the reality is is that i'm going to turn 20. it has to happen. my ambivalent adolescent days will be behind me forever and the efferverent touch of youth will no longer be as appealing. i've had ( Read more... )

the party last night was awesome. pictures of the art and random drunken moments will be up soon.

i am tired. i am in the music library biding my time until i have to accompany for the next class for the asshole musical theatre director with his GODDAMN nasty greasy toupe and unctuous disposition. i know he hates me, and he knows i hate him. and i can't stand two hours with him on monday and wednesday anymore. i don't even care that i'm getting ( Read more... )

my e-life is currently non-existent. oh, so boring.

hanes packages their ankle socks in a resealable bag. just in case if it goes stale and you lose that fresh sock feel ( Read more... )

i rescind that last journal entry. it was not meant as an attempt for indulgent wants for self pity or furtive praise. it was purely frustration for a purely idiotic situation. and i'm not doing it anymore. so there. ha ( Read more... )