after five months of various relationships to 30 year old men or 22 year old emo DJ's i have finally put an end to all superfluous distractions from the opposite sex. I've proven that i am still attractive even in greeley for all the reasons that i appreciate about myself. now it's time to seriously get some work done ( Read more... )

visited the world of livejournal again. feeling the idle restlessness of summer...

i feel that i've been emptied out of anything i've ever known of myself. it's very strange.

i know that this probably isn't the most kosher young-person-individual-female-thing to say but, being in a relationship is awesome. or maybe that's just because i haven't been in one for... a year and a half. i really have no complaints to disclose to livejournal. yeay!

thanks spring. you are wonderful.

WOOOOO HOOO motha fuckas. all i got gotta do is take a badminton test and i am fucking done! allah be praised.

yesterday i was a little down for no good reason. today my piano teacher thinks i'm a genius. i think it's unwarranted but it's made me feel a little better... kind of... having people think you rock at something that you have no clue what you're doing... is really intimidating.

we have a hookah. huzzah!

i wanted to meet a new friend this week. then i realized that my resources are incredibly limited. i spend hours alone in a practice room every day. i pretty much know everyone in my classes and have no desire to make friends with their pretentious music elitist ass's. and the coolest place around here is the local coffee shop where everyone knows ( Read more... )

some of you blog-philes have requested that i post my myspace blogs on LJ. here goes ( Read more... )

it is 3:42. i am not tired. nor will i ever be again. MUA HA HA HA. ok. but seriously. this sucks. i hate insomnia. i like how i'm running on no sleep but I'M STILL AWAKE!!!!!

i am done with finals. i'm done with juries. i'm done with practicing. i'm done with everything. until i have to start practicing for next semester music. but who cares cuz i'm FUCKING DONE!!!! yes.

yea! thanksgiving is amazing. my favorite holiday. hands down. tha's right bitches. hands down.