nevermind the hurt the confused feelings and the added drama of high school. i really don't care about that stuff. but i miss eric. yesterday we didn't hang out and i finally figured out why. well we broke up. nice huh. well i really don't have anything else to say except i miss bre too. i hate high school. if she does read this then she knows but ( Read more... )

so this weekend i found out what my friends like me for. my car. Sammi and Bre what the hell. I don't know what you were thinking but when you call someone to hang out and then tell the person driving that she can't do what she wants to do. guys i called to hang out with you i had plans for us to do. Then you want me to do whatever you want to do. ( Read more... )

hey you it's been quite a while since i wrote in you and i figured that i could write. So me and eric are still together and i like him so much. sammi and bre told him to break up with me yesterday to get some info out of me. lol. but he didn't gasp thank god. Cuz then he might change his mind and not want to go out with me ( Read more... )

prom was so awesome. te he. wow me and eric had such a good time and i think i like him so much. and suzie found out that he likes me too. I didn't think me and eric had anything. but obviously we did. wow. me and eric connected in a way that i never thought possible. So now my recap of prom. At first we were all looking for suzie and then we found ( Read more... )

sick of prom but hey not much to say. except i still don't have a date. i'm so sick and tired of having all this happen. so hey bre's boyfriend called me ugly two days ago. i felt so let down because i thought of him as a friend. he doesn't understand that i have the lowest self esteem in the world right now. but hey. i'll get over it some day. i ( Read more... )

so this must be some kind of sick joke that has everybody laughing at me. I'm so sick of all this overated bull shit. Like now is the time to start getting real to all my real friends. This year has been full of all the crap that wasn't suppose to be here this year. but hey it was and i'm sorry for all that. but it's life and life will go on. i'm ( Read more... )

so this week has been pretty bad. me and josh haven't talked since like tuesday. and that's when i asked him to come with us on saturday. i don't think he is going to go. that makes me kinda sad. but hey somethings happen for a reason. but who knows what's going to happen. i still like josh but not i like him in a different way. i feel so torn in ( Read more... )

i hate prommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm It's so oxymoron to any high school in history. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I'm so confused. I like Josh but then there's this other guy who i just recently realized that i may be able to like. What the crap sammi. i don't know what to do. Josh is just so well i dont' know what to say about him. He's a marine ( Read more... )

so journal a new day and a new guy. But this time it may be different. I'm not sure though. I don't really think any thing else can come of me and josh. Lol ( Read more... )

and i don't understand what i am going through and i can't believe that i like a cowboy. Not that i fell in love with a guy. I used to feel that i needed someone there to hold me and take the time to listen to me and i realized that i have that. My best friend sammi is the best friend i will ever go to when i need help. I hope that she knows that ( Read more... )