So another day in the long life of a marine!!! Wow what a taste of the real world to bad i don't have a life any more. But this is to all my peps in show low to tell you that i didn't forget you at all and i still love you guys with all of my heart. so i woke up the other night to the weirdest dream ever. i know that most of you know what kind of ( Read more... )

Well everything is going so wrong. I woke up this morning and my stomach felt so gross and icky... and i had this huge headache... but now it's gone. I just want to be alone and away from everyone. only sam knows what i'm going through. but she doesn't know the whole story... I haven't been so emotional in a long time and now i'm screwing it all up ( Read more... )

going, going, gone... out of my life

i guess it's okay between us but i don't know exactly what's going on. but whatever. so anyways... yesterday was sammi's b-day and she had an okay one but it wasn't the best. no thanks to what happened on saturday with everything. Bre and her i guess had a good time. lol. but anyways she told me all about it on sunday when i called her to wish her ( Read more... )

how could he go from my arms back to hers. how... obviously i don't matter to him as much as i thought he did. who cares anyways. he's just a guy right. not to be bothered with right. right. not... i can't believe how much this actually hurts. i shouldn't care as much as i do. but i do. emily doesn't deserve this so i'm actually going to stop ( Read more... )

last night i was thinking alot and i realized that i was leaving and i feel so bad for my friends cuz i jump all on there cases. I want to get out of here. now. I love you Sammi. LOL. this helps so much to write everything down. i feel better love you

Angela

today as i walked through the school i felt this incredible weight lifted off my shoulders. I talked to eric last night on the phone i didn't think anything would be normal again but yet it was. I felt so relieved that we could be friends. I wish i could be with him but until the day when he says he can handle a relationship, i can wait.I was ( Read more... )

last night well i wrote a letter to sammi and with her permission i would like to rewrite it on my live journal ( Read more... )

so now that i and eric are going out it's about time i finished the other part of the prom thing. we went to prom and had a great time i don't know if i really like eric but i could try until he breaks up with me or such.after the dance me and eric had our first kiss and it was kinda weird but hey what ever. well anyways as they say the rest is

me and eric statis is still a nada ( Read more... )