well, i know exactly whats going on in my life for once.
its boring.

i have nothing to wonder about or keep my mind occupied with.
bummer.

i cant stand this. where is everybody? i want to go back to high school. im sad, i think. i miss stability.
chris is going to transfer next fall to another school. probably auburn. ill probably lose touch. that ( Read more... )

so ive been having those "life" conversations with my friend ian lately, mostly about his life, and it made me think.
what do i think about most of the time? i would think a lot, just because i'm always thinking. but then, as i was writing them down, the list kept ketting longer and longer and i thought that that was way too much. but yeah. 20 ( Read more... )

so whats goin on everybody? probably nothing because im probably not going to get a comment back, except maybe from caitlin....or mike...that would be cool, guys ( Read more... )

i dont know how i am right now. good and bad, both. confused. nervous. annoyed. happy. relaxed.

chris is confusing, and he knows it. i dont like it at all, honestly. he needs to figure himself out. hah.
im smoking a little again : im writing more again.

take a step back
and relax
look around
and don't make a sound
just listen
look and pay attention

i ( Read more... )

what up ( Read more... )

BAYFEST IS THIS WEEKEND AND THEY HAVE A PRETTY SWEET LINEUP!!!!!!!!!

me, chris, and tiffany are staying at the beach this weekend, and its going to be fucking awesome, and then we are probably going to go to bayfest at night and have a fuckin awesome time! woot!

chris...

i like it a lot here. its boring though. i slept on a picnic table in the quad yesterday, it was awesome.
johnny and i broke up.
i went to the bar last night and i only paid for myself one drink. i did good.
boys are eing thrown at me left and right. no thank you. i hate boys. hahaha. i never change.
im enjoying myself up here though. making friends.
i ( Read more... )

hi. this is me. from college. its weird. i live here now.... that trips me out.
no one was friendly at all the first day.
yesterday was alright. there was this 90's mixer and i dressed up as courtney love. HAH. i looked fucking rediculous. it was so funny. i had the smeared lipstick and everything!
but i walked in with trista (my roommate) and then we ( Read more... )

yep. so three days. yep. im crying. over johnny. because im going to miss the fuck out of him ( Read more... )

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