yeah..new look to the journal...and I really don't like it at all..oh well..I'll spend more time on it when I can...no..that's a lie..I'll get to it eventually..

**anyone wanna make me a pretty background with matching icon? come on..you know you wanna.. ;]

xoxox Billie

It never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled

It never was and never will be

..You're not real and you can't save me..

..I think I hate the world today..

wow..this thing is in desperate need of an update. Let's see...what's happened since last time I wrote. Ahh yes. Well Sarah Stoll took things and blew them out of context and of course told ryan so I thought he hated me. Turns out he didn't even know what was going on so we're ok..which I'm happy about. Him, Ben and I are all supposed to go out in ( Read more... )

well that definitely brightened my day :D

Well..things are looking up ( Read more... )

ugh...every time I read his messages like 'I miss you Trish :-* ' I feel like I want to puke. I seriously get this horrible feeling in my stomach..it takes my breath away. Is it disgust? I don't know...but I really wish that I didn't love him. I hurts that he's all about her now..it's like I never meant anything. He said he still wanted me in his ( Read more... )

you're mom...of all people..the one who has told me how great I am for you and how perfect we are together..our only problem being that we can't forgive and forget..

..and here, she's breaking my heart by fixing you up with some girl...some pretty girl...one that lives so far away...when I'm right here in front of you..

I wish I was good

Jared's away message ( Read more... )

So here I am…bored in photo id. There’s nothing for me to do…so I gave my journal a change. Nothing drastic really, just something new until I can get my new picture up. I have another hour here and then I have 2 hours to kill until I have to come back here and work for another 2 hours. Yippee skippee. So, Danielle and I went and looked at the ( Read more... )