ok..after one of the best conversations in ages with him...I'm more confused than ever before...

and transferring to Oswego hasn't ever sounded so good...
I love you baby...and I'm going to do all that I can to prove that to you.. :-*

well..I started at PacSun today..I definitely think I'll enjoy it there. I work with awesome people. Also, not to mention the nice discount.. haha we'll see how it goes ( Read more... )

The past few days I've been at a loss for words. I'm so confused with everything that's been going on. School is wrapping up and I'm moving out. However, where I move to is still in question. The rents think I should go home because it'd be cheaper, however, I'm still going to have to drive up here almost every day to work. I think I'd make up in ( Read more... )

Ok..well..I just woke up (it's almost 2:30 pm)...and I'm still wicked tired. I love how my dad calls me at like 10 o'clock in the morning on a weekend. Grr. Anyways. Last night was fun. Went to the Penny Arcade to see Wiggy's band - Verge of Green. Fun times. I definitely got a kick out of the retarded cheerleaders. Ha. After that Jess and I went ( Read more... )

I can't remember why we fell apart ( Read more... )

I really enjoyed my horoscope today. =] Here’s a snip from it: Don't be afraid to dream in color. And with sound. Wishes are meant to come true. If you honor your wishes with your thoughts, fantasies and imagination, then anything is surely possible. It seemed to brighten my day a bit. Anyways, school is winding down and believe it or not, I’m ( Read more... )

Ok, so I don’t even know where to start. I know I broke my promise to keep updating this thing...but I've been stressed to my wits end lately. Jared and I broke up and I just don’t even know how I feel about it anymore. It first, it was so tragic I thought my life was over. Now I know I’ll be ok, but I miss him so much. We had such a great weekend ( Read more... )

Ok..so it's been a little while...but notice the gap difference. Anyways...last week was a bad week so I'm glad that it's over. Problems with school, Jared, and other responsibilities were just piling up on me so high..I felt like at any time I would have a breakdown. I came close..but pulled through. What a trooper. I really don't know where I'm ( Read more... )

wow...long time no update, huh? Well..college is my excuse. I've been busier than I ever thought I'd be and to be honest, I don't have time to vent much. Here I am though..."working" in photo id. This is like the only time of the day for me to relax, and even here I must work. This semester is a lot tougher than last. A few more credits, and the ( Read more... )

god..where do I begin? I'm in college now..living on campus. It started off great, but now I miss home. I miss my mom and my dad and...Jared. I wish he felt the same. Some bullshit got around and back to him and he told me that he never wanted to see me or hear from me again. I never even got a chance to say anything. That made me feel like he didn ( Read more... )