I am a visual thinker. When I was little, my mother used to keep me entertained on long car trips by telling me to see the world as if my eyes were a camera and I was shooting a movie. Over the years, I have learned to see my world as a visual backdrop for an endless variety of ideas and possibilities ( Read more... )

So finally--after all the anxiety and frustration and agony and tears and therapy and arguments and pain over fighting my inner demons--I think I've fallen in love ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in awhile. I haven't been doing well--for a variety of reasons. Mostly involving bad medication and anxiety and all kinds of depression. I actually felt that if I had the courage, I would've killed myself. I know that's incredibly emo, but it's how I felt so fucking deal with it ( Read more... )

...might possibly be the greatest movie of all time.


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I had a dream about a boy ( Read more... )

Who knows if college ( Read more... )

I have come to the conclusion that men are STUPID.

...that is all. We now return you to your regularly scheduled broadcast.

-Z

This is the greatest thing I have ever read in my entire life. All bow before such great-ness:


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Actually, we came back a few days ago, but whatever. Same diff.

So we went.

A funeral ensued.

More on that later...

And...we're back, essentially. The three of us at least.

What's left of the "Claster Family" at least...

And although everything seems like it's back to normal, I know it will never be ( Read more... )

My Uncle finally passed away today at 2:30 PM. I can't say that I am pleased by this news, but I can say that I am relieved that his suffering has been put to an end. I am going to miss him more than anyone can comprehend. This isn't fair. And I am truly at a loss ( Read more... )