It's bizarre to think that in just a couple hours, I will be twenty years old--the big 2-0. I know it probably shouldn't have this much significance considering that, on a moderately superficial level, it's just a reminder of the fact that I'm one year shy of being able to legally drink. Still, there's something about rounded numbers that really ( Read more... )

Fuck me, lick me suck me--

Harder! YES--

UNNNNNNNNNNNNGH!!!

Oh yeah, I want you

To have something to say

Rub your digressions all over my face

Yes, that’s right-

Treat me like a prized possession

An artifact of artistic expression

Then throw me down on all fours

And call me your bitch.

I want you

To brush against my arm

And make me feel worth knowing

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I. Inspiration

Awake,

With eyes half open.

Can you see the movements

I make with my fingertips

Along the wall?

A sudden bloom of thought

And it begins.

I stare at the white sky-

A blank space.

It embraces me

And I feel unrestrained;

A desire to fill its canvas

With vibrant colors

Of freshly coated paint.

A chord is struck.

It echoes ( Read more... )

So I decided, having fully experienced my first semester of college, that I desperately need a change -- a transformation if you will. I have discovered aspects of myself in the full swing of various social situations and I can clearly see that there are things about myself that need changing. I feel that of late I've just been drifting in and out ( Read more... )

I have a headache. My laptop screen is giving off an uncomfortable white glow and I can't help but put all my concentration on my eyes still fixated on the empty page. Thus the headache ( Read more... )

I love you.

-Z

"Let's be scared together,
Let's pretend that nothing is awful..."

Cheers.

-Z

I want someone to sing this to me...

"I... love you dear ( Read more... )

The other day my father and I were going through old VHS tapes that had been piling up in our living room. Most of what we found was old episodes of Roseanne and Becker back when my dad actually cared about watching every single episode of just about anything that came on television. But among the re-runs and award shows from the early 90's, we'd ( Read more... )

MOTHER:
Finding the right college is like finding the right husband. When you know you have the right fit--you'll just know.

FATHER:
Have faith in yourself, sweetheart. You'll know which place is right for you. In your own time..

They exit ( Read more... )