i'm retiring this journal.

here is my new one:

suicidesally

add me, bitches.
cause i love you!

<3

dude, people fucking disappoint me to no end ( Read more... )

yup! i'm back from atlanta.

the high i felt all weekend is now wearing away.
in fact, i feel like i need a cigarette.. tennessee chaos will do that to you.

the photoshoot was fucking incredible!
(i will post photos as soon as the photographers send them to me)

i shot with about 10 different photographers.. in about 6 different outfits and numerous ( Read more... )

it's official..
the following things are remedies for almost anything:

crying
chocolate
music
snuggling
puppies
painting

tomorrow night- forget casettes @ the mercy lounge!!!
friday night- drive to atlanta.
saturday and sunday- VOGUE.

photoshoot starts 9am saturday.
i thought it started friday night.
i also thought today was thursday, not wednesday.
i'm going out of my mind.

meegen was going to go with me.
then she said she couldn't cause she has a tattoo appointment tomorrow night. but tomorrow night is thursday so she could still go. and even if it was friday, we could leave ( Read more... )

the paintings aren't completed.. i don't have the right brushes and no money to get them.
the one of chelsea is pretty much finished but i think it needs a little more finesse.


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i'm going to get one of these soon:


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have you ever ..

had a conversation with someone you barely know..
but everything they say rings true in your ear,
and after they're done speaking you have nothing left to say because they already said what's in your mind and heart,
so all you've left to do is excitedly agree?
and you feel this attraction that's so much deeper than a pretty face.

it's ( Read more... )

today was, well ( Read more... )

i spent about 4 hours painting, today.
it consumed a good chunk of my day.

i'm finished with my first masterpiece.
it's a 20x16 acrilyc on cavas portrait of chelsea.

i'll probably be selling it for about $75.

i have about four other pieces in the works, right now.
my plan is to have two more finished by the end of the weekend.
the two i want done by the ( Read more... )