and to finish summing it up: its rather shameful i dont take the time anymore. yeah, things suffer, as ive learned from those that exist in metro areas. dealwithit. we all suck, but in different ways: im an optimist, cant you tell?

I guess I'm afraid of a gunshot wound. Or death. I just have a lot to finish and I don't need anyone to fuck it up before it's done. I don't think its too much to ask.

Potatoes win hands down. Wait. How long since I used this thing.

I miss graphic design. I subsitute my talents for something my folks will find more acceptable. How fair is that? Okay, a funeral director would be fun...embalming a specialty...although it's not tR^ly what I want. A tatto priestess designer... Can I major in that?
I question myself

inner stomach lining peals and reveals

too much "guant eye/socket ( Read more... )

i cut out my mouth
to better understand words
the mind is diseased

Tomorrow is back to school...wonderful! No, no. That's not sarcastic. I shall clean my room and prepare for new classes (I sound nerdy, yeah?)! I purchased Fight Club & Underworld today. I couldnt pass up the chance considering it will be a long time before I have the time to shop for anything. Keep watch for me, darklings. The vast territory of ( Read more... )

I've reread the Serenity issues. Yes, I am still a child in wishing that she were a real person that lived (at least relatively) close by. I promised Jhonen I'd hit a few mimes with my car. Kind of makes me sad considering they're cute in an annoying kind of way. At least they dont have loud voices. Or, if they do, they dont use them.... If I were ( Read more... )

Hm...V.P. He's a better actor than I expected. Better than most of us at acting. Most people can't get away with lying unfortunately... I wonder if the world could be perfect if only we lied about everything. Of course, the lies would have to perfect themselves and I think this would be near impossible to acheive in today's society. Oh great. Here ( Read more... )

The sense that creeps from the mouth often accompanies blood. We will speak truth only when we realize that death has a date with us. Normality control sucks. Who is she, anyway? Yes, the name on the ten dollar bill. Somehow no one knows I'm here. Your finger stuck in my ARTery...I probably spell my thoughts wrong. Love me, I love it.