This is my last entry. I have out grown livejournal. If you need to reach me post a message and i will send you my email.
missy

i was suppost to have a day off today. i was in a good mood earlier, but now..... i feel so depressed, i feel like part of me is dead. i never get a break. i never will. im so burnt out....i wish bryan didnt take my box cutter.....

next wed. im getting my tubes tied, no more kiddos for me, i have my 2 and im done. bryan is out working on things for his job and brodie is sleeping in the swing. im bored. no one else seems to be writing on here anymore, nothing ever comes up on my friends page. i mainly just look to see how rachel is doing. i havent seen her since rory was born ( Read more... )

its so weird when you look back, with help, and relize how much you've grown up.

broke my fucking arm again!!!

bryan finally got the tv he deserves today. it makes me happy that it makes him happy. and it was free. i dont know electronics and shit but its a big screen, not sure on the inches, but its big and he hooked up his speakers. so hes all happy. which makes me happy ( Read more... )

A slow strangle with feet on the floor ( Read more... )

feeling better. the meds seem to be working. which is always good. i just tried to get an insurance quote for the family but i dont qualify because of my mental illness, its pre existing. it get in the way again. thank god directions has the programs that they have.

brodie is fussing........ill update another time.

i am hurting so bad today.

i got most of the stuff out of storage that meant something, but somehow forgot my dads wedding ring, stupid me ( Read more... )