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[angryshadow]

Recently it's become quite evident that I need to make a change in my life, I feel if I wait any longer it will be too late. I'm giving myself one more year. Unfortunately it seems more and more likely that this is something I'm going to have to go at alone. I need to get away from here. If I dont it will kill me and I know it will. This place is a

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[xmablex]

this is why im moving 3,000 miles away. because i cant stand the people here. ive distanced myself from most of them w/ the exception of a few who i respect and care about and interest me. and i just hate everything here. i mean, im actually counting the months til i move thats how bad it is. i cant even go to school w/out some people driving by in their car atleast once a week so they can see what im doing. and ive turned into a nasty person who hates everyone because of this one little person. so ive decided to follow my family to arizona. but i hope u find happiness ashley, i really do. u're a good person who deserves good. and just because u want it all doesnt mean ur selfish, u just want to have a good time and be happy. i look at people everyday and i see them struggle through obstacles in life and you've gotten past alot and i think u will make it out in the world and eventually be a very successful person because of exactly what u are doing. u think things through and also ur intelligence. with that u can do

[angryshadow]

thanks hun that means a lot because lately I don't think I'm such a good person when I look in the mirror, and lately I can't see myself getting any farther then here. Maybe if I leave this place I'll find some hope.. maybe I'll just find more misery. Hopefully you'll be happy in Arizona with your family. Good luck to you.

[xmablex]

thank you! i heart u