Recently it's become quite evident that I need to make a change in my life, I feel if I wait any longer it will be too late. I'm giving myself one more year. Unfortunately it seems more and more likely that this is something I'm going to have to go at alone. I need to get away from here. If I dont it will kill me and I know it will. This place is a ( Read more... )

Stick it in me deep, twist it deeper in me. I want to cry, bleed, and scream. I want to know what pain really is... I want to taste you hate. I want to feel what you really think of me. I want you to make me look the way I feel inside... Red and violent, with a hint of bruising held together by scars. I'm too stubborn to surrender to suffocation, ( Read more... )

I'm really starting to believe what they mean about there being a fine line between love and hate. It's actually quite amusing how the human mind works ( Read more... )

Just read this fucking long ass quiz that my bored ass decided to do ( Read more... )

Why the fuck does something bad always happend to the things I care about? Why do all the little things that make me happy and make me feel not so worthless get taken away from me. I seriously hate everything I'm a fuck up. I don't know why I even bother.

I love how people don't fucking respect me or my stuff. Really it makes me so fucking happy. Nothing makes me fucking happier then people pawing through my shit without me knowing, using my stuff without asking or telling me that they borrowed it (cause I just love stressing out about where my stuff is for 3 fucking days, or you know when people ( Read more... )

Thats's right.. I'm pissed at you again... You whore..

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq
• You must tell 13 people about this game.
• Max is the one that you love.
• Mark is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Kit .
• Nick is the one who knows you very well.
• Rob is your lucky star.
• Kathys Song is the song that matches with Max.
• The Reckoning is the song for Mark.
• When I Am Queen is the song that ( Read more... )

Now that one of the 2 huge pains in my ass isn't pissing me off anymore the other seems to have decided to take over his royal dutties... I swear this man is insufferable!!!! Seriously he makes no fucking sense.. Apparently I make myself miserable and I need to be like a "normal" person and go out in the world and socialize. Cause you know my lack ( Read more... )