From 'Adam & Steve' (2005) when they were on a first date, discussing meeting a guy from a phone dating service ( Read more... )

Though I feel much better now, I still feel an underlying sadness in my mind over my holiday evening last night. I had known for the last couple of weeks that, since I'm working New Years Day, that I would likely be by myself at midnight. I did not, however, expect that it would be that important to me to not be alone last night until it was too ( Read more... )

Things are back to normal already. I'm sitting at my desk at work wondering if I had even had a Christmas holiday at all. Had I just dreamed it up over the weekend? It was just all so fast ( Read more... )

I wrote this short story a few years ago when I was going through a really hard time. It was about two or three weeks before Sean and I split up and I started writing it at about 1:37am the morning of July 15th, 2007 (I wrote this down in the book when I started writing it). Sean and Spencer were hanging out at Spencer's place and I was at home ( Read more... )

So, I'm back in Portland now since Thanksgiving, and I'm not in a very good state of mind. But I suppose more on that later ( Read more... )

There's probably a lot I could post right now, but it honestly wouldn't be anything different than what I said in the last post. I'm still super anxious about everything (TIME HAS STOPPED!!!) and now that my Sacramento trip is less than a week away, I can think of nothing else ( Read more... )

I guess I can use my phone to post on here now. Just testing it...good day all!

I've been VERY anxious lately, but honestly not in a bad way. Never before have I had SO MUCH to look forward to before. So I've been feeling a little overwhelmed. I have events and fun things planned from this month on into the summer of next year. Crazy, right ( Read more... )

So I didn't want to write much, if at all, today. Yet I thought, since I was such a wreck yesterday, that I'd give an update. So yesterday continued with me being nervous and going crazy. Fortunately the workday went by quickly. The whole way home on the bus and Max felt like every stop took forever. But when I got home, all was well and I had ( Read more... )

It's been a bad, bad morning! But more on that later. Real quick, wanted to give an update of the last few days. On friday I worked and, since it was the day before Halloween and because the head departments at work are closed weekends, we had all of our works' holiday festivities on friday. It was fun, we decorated our area and my team ( Read more... )