STATE FRIENDING MEME
find people in your state!

Rules:
+ find the comment of the state you live in
+ reply to comment with something about yourself & find people you want to get to know
+ international folks also included; see last comment i have listed

That's it! Do this and spread the word!

I'm scared of starting all over again and failing. It's a stupid cycle, and I hate to bitch and whine about it, but it makes me hate everything and everyone. It starts to fuck around with my emotional and stress levels, which I expect from it, and as much as I detest it I can't stop. I want to be that person who consistently finds displeasure in ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm useless and that all of this is a waste of my time. I'll keep going with these random, bipolar cycles of eating and not eating, purging, taking pills until every part of me is so messed up that I can't function normally. So I'll quit for a while, you know, and try to live a satisfactory life with the idea that I'm going to stay this ( Read more... )

Just as it says.

It's putrid and just, ugh, no. Which is funny for me to say because all smoke is bad smoke except it's good.

I purged and bought a pack of cigarettes to make myself feel better. So expensive! All this just to aspire to be thinner, thinner, thinner. See, I caved a little this evening, even when I was being really good about what I ate ( Read more... )

I smoked so much and drank too much wine. I had crackers too. That was disgusting. I want my knees sharp and my wristbones sharper. Sat on the beanbag and breathed the air, and we were laughing pretty hard because the couple upstairs were banging so loud.

They tried to force me to eat more. I opted for tea instead. I want sushi.

In all of my sixteen years, I've never experienced a nightmare because I really had no reason to. Now that I have I still don't understand. No one's died, nothing eventful has happened. It's kind of scary. On top of that, I woke up crying with My Immortal playing by Evanescence. It's creepy ( Read more... )

Even the horny folks leave messages on my journal.

Huh.

Isn't that charming.