i shouldn't put the guilt trip on her because i know i am not a fun person to be around these days and she will say that i do not invite her to do things. i do ask her to hangout but she doesn't seem to want to. i wouldn't want to either. she says she understand why it is hard for me to be happy and maybe she does. by saying she understands isn't ( Read more... )

sore, as in, why do i keep picking the skin off my lips? it is gross and painful. oh well. other than homelife things are okay. . bryan is getting his license soon so lauren thinks she will never see me. but i think they can share. i will make bryan days and lauren days. though i cannot really do that since they are not my own people. they have ( Read more... )

i cannot get into xanga and i am bored. . . ..... . .. i have cramps so i am going to walk home. i do not see why we would not be able to have pets with us in the condo since we are going to own it. i would still like a cat even though bubba has been adopted. not a kitten though because rufus would eat it. walking is supposed to help with cramps. ( Read more... )

livejournal blows.

i am really sorry

tonight was the last night of summer and i didn't do anything but thats ( Read more... )

laurens dad forgot to pick us up and i forgot to bring a sweater. i met ( Read more... )

GodzillaIsRacist: i am going to complain to you.
wallawalla77703: OKAY!
GodzillaIsRacist: all the boys that i've liked (yeah, 2) have either ( Read more... )

my parents refunded my yearbook without telling me. yeah, i shouldn't be as mad as i am, but its from my freshman year of high school and i'm in it twice. to me, its like them saying, "hey, we need money; lets sell sophie to the butcher!"

maybe not, but close.

i saw lauren at registration. she didn't say anything to me ( Read more... )

today i was supposed to hangout with adam. . but he ditched me for a ( Read more... )