There are times when the some people see it except you case in different aspects of life feels awesome and nakakakilig. There are times it simply isn't. I sure have had my share of the latter. People say they see it, but sometimes they better be hallucinating, because their visions are not visions I have for my life ( Read more... )

When the end is near, we tend to go back to the basics, I think this is the point of The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, that there is not much difference between an infant and a man of old age. This is going to be the story of my last year as an undergraduate. I'm going back to the basics. I'll study harder, never thinking that photocopying ( Read more... )

Today was the true test of strength. Organizing events is not a piece of cake. There were moments when I wanted to give up, like facing a wall and having the choice to turn back or climb the wall. I almost turned back. I think I am glad I chose to climb and destroy the wall. And I know, for sure, that by climbing and destroying such wall, better ( Read more... )

According to "A History of the World" by M. Perry, Napoleon Bonaparte had great skills of concentration. He can stay awake for hours without something something something.

Point is, I used to be like that, but with the rise of social networking sites, I cannot part from my laptop. And I want to be immortal and immortality can be gotten through ( Read more... )

Today I play my song of angst. After 20 years of existence, I should know that there has to be no emotional investment in friendship, because people you consider friends can never ever match-up nor replicate what you do for them. And you just end up sad because you listen to them, you tell them the truth, but they cannot do the same for you ( Read more... )

Got through the first 30% quite decently, but not sufficiently. I am out for blood in the next few hours because I will be filling in the remaining 70%. I need to get in, I want to get in, and I will get in.

I think I can feel that it's made for me.

We were just talking about how as a country, we have no sense of history that, unlike Argentina or any other country which was once under dictatorial rule who prosecute those who have lambasted society, we just forgive and forget ( Read more... )

Believing in selected friendships makes me defend a friend to death. I must be your super-girl/man/walnut ready to come to your rescue when you need it most. But just as the song goes, who's gonna save me?

Shit. I must be under a spell. Backgrounder, I've always believed in every man for himself. Today, it's anna q for every person.

It is about being real to people who will not judge you despite your stupidity.
It is about talking about your deepest miseries.

And because today I have felt both, I am not afraid to let these manifest to those who need it from me.

A few days ago, I opened up the idea how Wonderkid got lost. Wonderkid is an awesome person, aces exams, makes good points in recitation, gives premium to obedience, never misses deadlines, well Wonderkid is long gone and last night was the tipping point. I need to get Wonderkid back. Life is not good without Wonderkid, more like it seems that ( Read more... )