i now know why everyone who is in street scenes is in love with it. it has to be one of the best experiences of my life. i don't even know why it is so tiring and just beats the hell out of you but at the same time so amazing. well i just thought i would let you all in on how i was feeling my throat hurts though which is not good, i'll drink so tea

i don't really have much to say. I am just super bored and want to pass the time. I probably should be reading a book or practicing guitar but i did enough of that today. Shit i hope someone asks me to turnabout. Well actually i don't there is only one person that i would want to go with. (actually there are several people i would go with but we ( Read more... )

i got a haircut today, i think it looks alright. i know everyone will hate it though and rip on me the entire fucking day. but whatever they can all go to hell. I have been thinking alot lately( i have nothing to do with my time) and i wonder why girls (particularly Jen and Carly) don't like me. So i thought of all the reasons why. My personality ( Read more... )

The last two days were some of the worst days of my life. I am always pissed off. Nothing makes me happy anymore, except driving around with ted that was fun. I honestly can't think of any conceivable reason for getting up in the morning, apart from my parents make me. I am so sick of waking up every morning knowing that this day will be the exact ( Read more... )

i saw the life aquatic with steve zizzou today. it was really quite good i don't have much else to say, except sometimes people just piss me off. i think i have a lot of anger in my life. i don't know why i guess i just think i deserve more than i get which is not really true. yah i don't know why i just get pissed off super easily. maybe i have ( Read more... )

why is it when you are not supposed to be doing something everything seems so much louder. i am sitting here trying to play gta vice city and my parents don't want me to with good reason but still it is actually kinda addictive, so i jump at even the slightest sound. it kinda sucks.

yah didn't update about new years eve. it was wierd. i planned to get drunk. but i had to go to my friends ex-stepdads house where we sat and played halo with his uncle who had adhd and did crystal meth for ten years, and lost all his teeth in the process. then i got drunk and made an ass of myself i am sure. then i went to bed and slept for four ( Read more... )

well i got back from michigan and i learned alot. mainly from talking to my uncle bud. he is so cool. he taught me that i shouldn't let anything get in the way of me becoming the absolute best i possibly can. and he told me this really good quote. i forget who said it but it goes like this ( Read more... )

wow i hate concerts or any place with alot people cause it only goes to prove how little friends i really have. it also gives me a chance to fuck up in everything i do which i always do. and proves how much better other people are. honestly i am in nothing special and i am not at all in any way. i am never the best at anything i am only mediocre ( Read more... )

i have no decided that the cramps are one of the coolest bands ever. one of their songs is called "can your pussy do the dog" nobody rights like that anymore. kinda sad. i wish i could write stuff like that. then there is a song called "a new kind of kick" which is about drugs and how he needs something he hasn't done before. and he is going ( Read more... )