Hmmm this thing is still alive? Why do I forget this is here? Must be too busy with life *Cough ( Read more... )

Pfft, work was fun. Did nothing all day but screw around, as usual....I was just at a different branch. Could not hide in my office with the door locked. Ah well, still fun seeing everyone.

It's raining...I love it.

I sit on bed and listen to it, or I sit on my window seat and watch it. I wish he was here

So much to say, not enough time to say or care I guess. This is the 5th month of my long bout with depression. Sooner or later I think it will subside.

For any who cares, I am alive...not well, but alive.

The fires have not hit, but I can smell the smoke.

New Seether album is love....I cannot get enough of it.

<3 Sonic you noob

I got home from work today to find Jo Anna gone. I could not even cry as I have been doing that roughly for the past week. I feel numb right now ( Read more... )

My heart hurts right now, but not for the reasons most people might think. I am sad at the prospect of losing something very close to me. My baby whom I have had and loved for 8 years is sick and dying. My poor Jo Anna, whom is old by iguana years, is not eating and has lost a lot of weight. I am trying to force feed her baby food. It is odd, ( Read more... )

How long has it been since I last updated? Jesus close to a year....I wonder if anyone on my friend's list remembers me, or have I been away too long ( Read more... )

SO it appears David will be leaving for Iraq for 3 months. I know some people will bitch and say "It is only 3 months, why worry?" And some will complain that their loved ones are over in Iraq for longer, but you know what? I do nto care....no one should be over there....no one.

I do not want him to go...

Well tomorrow is D-day ( Read more... )

My heart hurts right now....

I just found out that Davd had a job interview with the AP today...and he thinks he will get offered a job. That means he will be off to Iraq and I will probably never see him again.

A few times I have been woken up out of a dead sleep because I felt someone watching me....and apparently someone has. I am unsure who it is...if I even knew them at some point in my life. All I know is it is male. Though what he looks like I cannot tell ( Read more... )