I saw my Franki on yours. Eyes, face, personality, intelligence, charm, calm-ess ( Read more... )

He asked what I've said. He gave me a chance to say--something that I'm not good at it.
He called my name when I was sitting alone.
I really often met him, far more often than met the other boys.
My friend guessed that the boy who likes me was him.

Nevermind. Just some little annoying coincidences. Hee! :D

this is my first night being left alone at kost room.
I feel not only tired, hungry, lonely, but also happy.

I'm gonna live a new life.

wish me luck...

one of my friend texted me on facebook like this

"I'm scared but I'm also excited to be solitary in university.
What do you think about growing up to young adult? Is it tough and hard to live on?"

and I answered like this

"am not really excited of this campus life.. I'm far more excited with work or marriage life, seriously...
an old says that real life ( Read more... )

yes, I'm failed, again, disappointing my parents, family, and friends.
Am I this dumb? What's wrong with me? Am I keep getting dumber and dumber than before? This is not me, I'm sure about that.

This morning I was COL, not LOL : Crying Out Loud, knowing the result. And it continues to a whole day. Wanna cry when brushing teeth, wanna cry when ( Read more... )

Tonight will be one of most important night ever. No, it's not my first night with my husband, lol (I'm sure it'll be my most important night). UNPAD will give the announcement tomorrow, maybe at midnight. And I'm considering to ask Rahma to accompany me until midnight, haha, coz she always support me in my previous tests ( Read more... )

A too-long-holiday (well actually not a holiday for me, coz I keep studying) makes me realizing something. There are too much things to be regretted in my life. Too much, that I can't find a way to delete, or at least to leave them all. I had done so many falses in every phase of my life. And they're all silly. Too much shames, that sometimes I ( Read more... )

I've lied myself

That day he asked for a mouthful of food I brought

"Hey, what's that? May I try some?"
"Ah yeah, please," actually I could give him a whole of my food :D

I'm sure my heart was racing at that moment and so on...

In the afternoon a friend told me that he had called me.

"Hah?"
"He's sick," he told that his chairmate was sick. But there was a ( Read more... )

hey, this is my first posting in live journal...
and honestly, I really really don't understand what should I do here...
I'm just a dumb newbie, huahahaha
I have joined in some communities, but, then what??
anyone can tell me why should I do now here?