he can also be cute with his hott mom! lol i just can get enough of this kid!

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 this is the best picture of coen ever! i just took this today when we got home from the hospital. this picture tells all!!! heheh

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well we went and got the catscan done and coen didn't like it. he wouldn't sit still and if he kept movin they were going to give him a shot to make him sleep. so i had to go in with him and try to keep his head still. it was really hard cause he was cryin then i started to cry it was awful. we dont know anything yet and i wont for like a week. so ( Read more... )

tomorrow coen has to have a catscan of his head cause it is shaped weird and he isn't growin as fast as they say he should. so nate and i are going to take him tomorrow to the hospital to get it done. i hate it! i am so scared that my face broke out with pimples ( Read more... )

Am i really losing all ties with all my friends? its like everyone is scared to come over. is it coen? cause he is really cool around people. is it nate? i am just wondering why everyone seems to be so distance from me. it just makes me a little sad. oh well.... got to deal with what i got.

today nate and i went and rode out bikes when i got home from work. it was nice to get out and do something outside. so my mom watched coen while we went and rode out bikes from our house to the cemetery and back. man i need to get into shape! hehe

anyways its a better day then yesterday was... thats for damn sure!

man if it isn't one thing it is another! last night this guy who i dont talk to often was texting me so i was texting him back. now this guy and i are just friends i dont like him like that but he does like me. anyways... around 3am last night i got this text and a call from some girls asking why i was talking to this person. i told her that we ( Read more... )

so i am sitting at home just watchin coen. he is so amazing!!! he can do so much and it is so cool to watch him figure the world out one day at a time. he can now sat mama and dada he holds his own bottle roll over and do all that fun stuff. he knows who nate and i are and he doesn't like to be away from us long. when we walk in the room he smiles ( Read more... )

coen said Mama last night!!! he keeps saying it over and over again! nate says that is doesn't count cause coen doesn't know what he is saying and it doesn't sound like mama but it fucking is. my mom and i have been saying it a lot to him to get him to say it and i'll be damn if the kid didn't say it!! i have such a smart baby! :)

well can you guess what i am doing tonight on st. Patrick's day? if you guess sitting in bed at 9:30 cryin in my green shirt then you got it right. can you fucking believe i am at home doing nothing! i wanted to go out with friends have fun cause we havent done that in awhile but instead i come home to nate being pissed off at me cause i didnt come ( Read more... )