the other day i got the most sickening news that you dont ever want to hear. that someone in your family was in a bad car wreck and is on the way to the hospital and is not responding. that is just the worse thing that has ever happened to me. it was my mom calling me to tell me that my little brother brock was in a roll over and he isn't ( Read more... )

i havent wrote much on here in a while but i haven't really had that mush to say. it seems like everything i write on here is me just bitching about this and that so i just didn't feel like you guys reading about me bitchin. a lot of shit kind of hit the fan i lost a friend and someones mom came into MY work and called me a lot of things like " ( Read more... )

yea so i am going to start a dance class tomorrow! i can't wait its going to be just like old times! :) i need to lose a lot of weight and i think that this is the way to do it for me. i can't work out i think it is just to boring but if i bust a move i think i will stick with it. so wish me luck cause i bet i am going to be hurting like crazy ( Read more... )

things couldn't be anymore fucked up right now. remember when i said things were going really well...... well... now they have all gone down hill like i had said they would. its a long story but lets just say that things aren't that great for a couple of people including me! i am going to try to fix it the best i can but i dont really know where to ( Read more... )

well yesterday was valentines day and it went really well. i got flowers and a card the day before valentines day and nate said he had a surprise for me. well he wouldn't give me any hints or anything about it so i really didnt know what to think but... its nate and he has only done a few sweet things so i just thought that maybe he got me ( Read more... )

so today is valentines day! woo hoo!!! i got the flowers that i just love (yellow with red tips) and a card. nate says he has a surprise for me but wont tell me it is going to be a suprise. i am sure it is prob something like for my cell phone or laptop. its nate.... i am sure it will be some electrics thing but maybe he will surprise me with ( Read more... )

its been awhile since i have posted anything. dont really have a whole lot to say. staying out of peoples hair and trying to make things good at home. doing a lot of thinking but none of it is really helping me with anything. i can't make up my mind..... it really sucks ( Read more... )

i feel like i have just been shit on! i put my self out there and get walked on. i'm done! i dont want to make things worse but i am guessing that i am a big problem and i am going to fix it by just not being around. it should work out for everyone or the person with the problem with me. its really going to hurt me not to have this person around ( Read more... )

i can't help but feel really bad for something i dont think that i can help or control. when a friend is down you try to help them as much as you can but when you are somewhat the problem how do you fix that? i know they say that i am not the problem but i am a little to blame. i dont help things out like i should be. i should just stop talking and ( Read more... )

this day sucks! i never have anything good to say in this damn thing! nothing ever good happens to me! today i saw someone i just really hate. lets call her sarah wilson. when i see this girl i just turn into this person that i am not. i get so mad and all i can think about is just how much i hate her and how she has made my life hell for a fucking ( Read more... )