I love that I've been sitting here crying, almost the entire night due to having a really, really, bad day.
I have also spent this entire night, acting as though I was completely fine, because a friend needed to be comforted by someone, and chose me.

As I'm always saying, I'm not allowed to be upset for any reason.

The circle of people I feel I can actually talk to shrinks everyday. Eugh.

Don't tell me to be positive and have self esteem, only to bombard me with negative comments and ego-destroying remarks.

Bored. And Stuck at home.  I hate being home. I can't stand being here.

Too bad I'm stuck here.

Not that anyone fucking cares, because they don't have to deal with being stuck in a building they don't want to be in.  So why should anyone care that the more time I spend here the more I want to hang myself from the banister.

I can't hang out with anyone ( Read more... )

It's weird, as much as I prefer constants, I also find it annoying when things stay the same.

I'm just so....bored.

This isn't something that can be magically solved by drawing, or stop playing wow, or stop table topping.  School isn't going to solve it, and neither would getting a job.

If only travel was cheep and easy.

Having a grand old imagination ( Read more... )

There's nothing more annoying than understanding but not being able to understand at the same time. It's like knowing how to talk, but you can't because you stutter. Does anybody else have this issue on a daily basis, or is it just me?
I've been brought up to never be satisfied with anything I do, and I hate it.
I'm the only one on my mom's side of ( Read more... )

I was going to write an entry.
But then I got self-conscious and was so afraid I was going to sound like a whiney emo kid I decided against it.

So...yeah.

http://www.gotoquiz.com/how_well_do_you_know_anidex I mades one! :O
XD I got bored enough.

Also! <3333
<3333 You Rach for getting me a layout that doesn't suck massive moose bawls.

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I love you Kishimoto. You rule. <33333