Lately ive been dreamin'
and it's loud enough for you to see it.
i cant keep you out
so i said, baby maybe i could help you out-
get you outta here..
nothings permenant &i know your believing
because I can hear it.
baby i believe in you and me
and everything that's inbetween
but we can only make it if you write it down.
i cant get rid of this sound,
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you said you would rescue me,
you knew i hated it here..
and all the things you said
are holding together the last four years.
you want a happy ending,
i want you, i want you so bad and yet-
who actually gets their prince charming?
things are so perfect but i'm drenched in cold sweat.
its too good to be true
because all i ever wanted was You.

"When i graduated from grad school, there were 8 of us. When i went to Tyler, there were 300 kids, now there are 1200. Art school has become big business." -sachs

i can't look at you,
your eyes hold too much.
i can't be near you,
your hands have that touch.
i can pull on the curls
until they're pin straight.
i can lie to myself,
knock down my moral gate.
i can't look at you,
it's just what you do.
I can't do this,
i'm just not over it.

I hate these games.

a buck thirty two dripping wet
and the floor- it spoke but the words it never said:
the sounds in your head,
its not what i meant.
i got it all out but i'm still holding my breath.
its not what i meant, every word that you read
they bear the weight of the world,
and i got it all out but i'm still holding my breath.

that night you took away a little more than just my breath.
I swear to God that I was thinking about the summer,
or the words that I wrote on the walls that saved my life.

or that feeling when you're waiting for a subway, you kinda wanna jump..

- 10/09
art history is a joke

even though things are good now
i fear i will always be reserved somehow
because of what you have done to me
what if i can never escape the past
and i'll never be free?

lets sleep for atleast a week
throw your shoulders over mine and dream dream dream
wrap me up and hide the sky
we'll float on for miles and miles