Smack her around ( Read more... )

sometimes i think of you
and think of what heaven must be like
as tears fill my eyes

then i selfishly wish them away
and change my thoughts
from yesterdays to todays

I could follow you to the beginning
And just relive the start
And maybe then we'll remember to slow down
To all of our favorite parts

All I wanted was you

i woke up and kissed you many times in the night. i didn't know where i was until i saw your sleeping face. your lips were puckered and seemed swollen with kisses. i could tell you were dreaming and would've been content watching you there forever. people say they understand but it must be each in his own way because i can't imagine they really ( Read more... )

I feel like vomiting.  Sobbing for hours and for what? I want to marry you. My dinner is making a come back and it never tastes good a second time around. I love you and every inch of You. After everything we’ve been through and half of the things I could never even bring myself to type, I wish to wake in your arms every morning. I can feel the ( Read more... )

i'm just dimming all my dreams
of living life with You
the sun puts a glow
over everything we do
i can't compete with all the useless breaths
ive breathed in angst
with a painful chest
and every friend i fight
to redeem you and i
so this is my last fight
i just want to say Goodbye

the sun has no switch and yet the night has no dark
i let go of forever in the ( Read more... )

now, in your home, you can see again ( Read more... )

i never never never
should i
ever ever,
have to speak
and say and sound
of thoughts racing through my head:
asking and wondering if love is dead...
never never ask
should i
never ever think:
what the fuck am i doing?
what the fuck are we doing?
sing so long as we sink.

not you know what its like
to lose something you wish was right
and in the end and through the fight
to hold on
hold on
hold on through the night

the emptiness of a woman who lies
and fills the wholes of regret with ties
to you and you and yours and mine
in attempts to get away
but still wakes up to yesterdays