i had the oddest dream about stephen colbert today. lol. i love that guy.

aaaannnnd bethany and i applied for first place today. its really cute. oh yaaay.

i gotta go to work now. its friday!!! being off for the next four days is going to be awesome.

go watch the chan-wook park's korean vengeance trilogy from start to finish. just do it. oldboy, sympathy for mr. vengeance and lady vengeance. seriously. do it ( Read more... )

i have downloaded the complete first and second seasons of The L Word. I needed something new to watch. i watched a few clips on youtube, thought had nothing to do friday night, and started downloading the episodes. i dont know if i'm obsessed yet, but its pretty close. um. if anyone wants copies before i delete them from my computer, let me ( Read more... )

so i'm going to see the mars volta. i have two tickets. theyve been reserved, but if all else fails the extra could be YOURS. respond promptly and you might be considered. or go to catalystclub.com NOW and you can get your own.

on days like this its hard to find the will to live. what are you supposed to do when your own mother hates your very existance? ...so i'm almost done packing my stuff. i'm leaving tonight. if all else fails at least the police department has comfortable couches, showers and that i'm vewwy vewwy quiet. i feel like i've mastered the art of going

alright. what now. job is going well. friday night i start graveyard. 10p to 8:30a. lets see how that goes. school is ok. i go and try to retain information. doesnt always get through, but a good part of it does. i have a damn twitch in my eye. its not from lack of sleep or stress, i think there is something wrong. theres a strange ( Read more... )

i puked all day at work. i'm so sick of myself. i quit EVERYTHING. all day i felt like stabbing the back of my hand with a fork.

i feel like puking more.

michelles birthday parties will be forever cursed. my name is anita. and i fuck shit up in a real bad way.

ah. i was really cranky last night.

ok so i have not updated in awhile. there is no real reason for it, i just haven't felt inclined to do so. i don't even feel like it now, but out of sheer boredom i will. i have a new job. i work in a group home in turlock. you know what? i like it. i'm learning a lot. i wish it paid more. you know i'm really fed up with people, people in ( Read more... )

i have a brand new iMac. it's sexy. i got the 20 inch, good thing i didnt get the 24 because the 20 inch is huuuuuge. oohhh its awesome =DDDDD