i'm trying to organize my life, my head. it's all jumbled. i've been watching a lot of tv lately, not working, not really doing anything productive. i've been feeling dumb lately, just slow and stupid, not really getting it. i want that to change. i'm looking for more organization and structure to my day and life in general. if i don't have ( Read more... )

.... Alright so i started the new job today well just watched some videos well see how it works out

San Francisco was nice. ( City Lights )

i fell asleep for some time on the beach and awoke to sand in my pants and a squirrel right beside me. and now i'm 40%sunburnt. i've decided to move there. soon. or not. but i will move there someday. and thx u bethany for the music from cibelle it was the perfect accompaniement to my little road/day-trip.

i suggest taking trips by yourself. the ( Read more... )

i'm going to carmel tomorrow. i need to get out. i need fresh air. i'm angry and upset for no reason. just because i want to feel that way even though i really dont want to feel that way. i have joanna newsoms new albom Ys i cant wait to hear it tomorrow. woo. i'm psyched fo sho. i'm not really angry. strangely i am content. just a ( Read more... )

my hair looks really good today i wish i had something to do or some place to go.

quitting my job so abruptly without an immediate backup was EXTREMELY irresponsible. I have expenses. bills. i'm ok for the next two weeks. but not my car payment at the end of the month. in less than two weeks i'm up for testing with the county...creative alternatives will be getting back to me in a few days. i think creative alternatives ( Read more... )

so apparantly work is making me sick. i either puke or seriously feel like puking every morning. i left at lunch because i was too queasy to go on. so that s occurance nbr 2 and i don t think i can stomach going in anymore. problem is i need a job i have bills to pay. i'm ok right now, like if i quit now and found a job in two weeks i would be ( Read more... )

so in the past few days i have begun and never finished and eventually discarded a number of livejournal entries. i guess i just didnt have anything of any importance to say. i still dont but now i'm just bored. so life is working out. for now. i'm taking care of business. like for examply i just finished organizing all my bills and finances ( Read more... )

sooo que pasas anoche??? its my night off, i'm bored.