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I can post non-depressive journals yes ( Read more... ) -
FUUUUUUCCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
First things first ( Read more... ) -
Can't Think of Any Sort of Witty Title
Haha, anxiety medicine actually works. Who knew ( Read more... ) -
Let's Fall Into the Mud Yo
Sometimes I think I throw my curiosity too far ( Read more... ) -
Laughter Mimick
I mentioned to a friend how I have this habit of mimicking the laughs of people I know. It's sort of this sub-conscious thing I do and hell if I know why I do it ( Read more... ) -
MOAR COSPLAY
Checklist for John Egbert cosplay:
Green means I have the item or I'm waiting for it to arrive in the mail
(casual god tier) <-- Pretty much finished. Just got to wait for some of the stuff to come in through the mail.
- Yellow Shoes
- God Tier Jacket
- Wig
- Glasses
(regular god tier)
- Yellow Shoes
- Wig
- Glasses
- Windy T-shirt (I have the supplies and ( Read more... ) -
Fear
I'm actually afraid to go home.
What the fuck?
Let me explain.
I assume it's because I now associate my home with my depression. And my depression has taken the number one spot on my list of fears. Seriously guys, the thought of slipping back into that has me shaking and crying. -
Fucking Cosplay
The simpler the costume the more people expect you to be able to mimic the character's personality I've discovered ( Read more... ) -
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Maybe I haven't made as much progress psychologically as I've previously thought.
Yeah there are areas I've definitely improved in, but when it comes to my triggers I'm still an emotional wreck.
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Mind vomit? Seriously, where's my train of thought?
I hate having scent-triggered migraines. It's like one minute you're fine, but when you catch a whiff of cleaning product, smoke, perfume or whatever you're holding your head in agony. You can't think straight much less even see straight.
But I digress.
I'm finding that the longer I stay away from home the more I want to stay away. Not that it's a ( Read more... )