Today is Nick's birthday. Happy Birthday, Nick ( Read more... )

Someone with a dream, someone who believes in their dreams, is essentially an egotist. It means believing that you have a certain singularity that will give you an upperhand in the lottery of life. It means you believe that you are a rare one of many who has a certain something such that destiny will bless you with the realization of your dream.

Who am I? I am a person who is afraid of being alone ( Read more... )

I never know what is going to pour from my fingers when I sit down and type in here. Planning is useless, I can never follow through with plans. Recently, as in 'a few days ago', i had a day in which i came to a good number of reflections that would have made good food for thought - I made a mental note to myself to store them in my memory to jot ( Read more... )

"Oh you of little faith, why did you doubt?"

It is almost 2 am and I should get up early tomorrow -or later today, depending on how you see it -- but I am not going to stress out about this typical act of irresponsibility on my part. I am going to the school tomorrow to see what they want and find out if they are going to offer me a teaching position this year. Let's just cross our fingers ( Read more... )

Perhaps this is the way we vanish from the world, from the force in the world, so that we cease to affect it -- we vanish silently, not clamorously, and perhaps we begin dying before we do. We begin dying the moment things cease to matter. The moment we become floaters, without a goal or ambition, without a purpose, without direction. Because it is ( Read more... )

It's funny how standing beside you I remember how I felt - but no longer feel, or manage to feel --- for you. And how that memory makes me feel lonely beside you, nostalgic. I want you to be someone else, layers deep below your skin ( Read more... )

The world does not make any sense if I cannot be a singer. I am a fake in everything else ( Read more... )

Remember no one else has to offer what you have to offer, and if you take it away and hide it from the world, it will never be expressed and it will die with you.