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DETAILS!!!!
Just woke up from another plesant dream about hottie-patient.
As unprofessional as that is, i don't care because: 1) i can't control where my mind goes in the unconscious hours between 11 and six , and 2) this is the first person i've been interested in for a very long time so i won't feel bad about it.
He's younger than me. 24 to be exact. tall ( Read more... ) -
quick re-cap and then some...
soooo, long time no journal ( Read more... ) -
i love cranberry raisinets.
"hey, lauren...welcome back ( Read more... ) -
such an odd place to be.
There are no words to describe what the past two weeks have been like. A complete mess, and complete harmony all at once--that's maybe the best I can do ( Read more... ) -
separation anxiety, post-separation
the beginning of this entry is dedicated to karen: my apology for not responding to your outreach sooner. it was much appreciated, but of course, i wasn't in a place to hear anything from anyone. i've been avoiding people like the plague, and it's gotten me nowhere but in a hole, by myself, and wondering how to dig myself out ( Read more... ) -
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how did i get to be so unhappy?
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thank god for teddy grahams.
these little snacks are about all the good i've got going right now ( Read more... ) -
what am i doing?
i mean, WHAT THE FUCK. AM I. DOING ( Read more... ) -
ok, glad to say things are looking up...
no longer on a hill, overlooking rock bottom. now i'm in a tree branch, overlooking mediocresville ( Read more... ) -
on a hill, overlooking rock bottom
so here i am, in a major funk. at least, my mom keeps calling it a funk....i just think i'm really depressed, but that kind of word makes people in my family panic, considering our history ( Read more... )