i hope to god i don't turn into one of those people who lets a year [or christ, MORE] go by and i'm still not over this ( Read more... )

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Name: Lauren
Date: 2/2/2009
Colorgenics Number: 12503746

You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and ( Read more... )

well that was short lived.

i never thought i'd be one to have so much drama, and yet, here i am telling part III of a never-ending story that could easily appear on TNT [and probably be cancelled after two shows ( Read more... )

::TO ANYONE TUNING IN AT THIS POINT OF THE STORY, I'M SORRY.  PLEASE READ MY PREVIOUS ENTRY FIRST, IF YOU GIVE A DARN::

picking up where i left off, i was unsure as to when or if adam and i would be speaking again.  i know i had no intention of calling him as of our last conversation, but i also knew i probably wasn't strong enough to not answer if ( Read more... )

a lot of shit has gone down since my last entry. in fact, just reading it felt like a trip to another lifetime, another era.

i'll keep it brief, but there are so many vital details that this will probably turn into a novel if i tell the WHOLE story.

let's flash back to november, after adam and i got in one of our many tiffs where i tell him we're ( Read more... )

i'm irrational. i can barely type ( Read more... )

no right to complain. in essence, he's doing what i asked....which is leaving me alone. but dammit, why does this have to come at a time when i'd really like to have someone i care about, someone i'm comfortable with...here to keep me company ( Read more... )

let me be honest here [if nowhere else ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking bored of this ( Read more... )