Adam ( Read more... )

my mental health is shattering into tiny pieces ( Read more... )

ok, what the fuck ( Read more... )

OK...SO....THIS WAS ADAM'S RESPONSE, LIKE A WEEK LATER ( Read more... )

THE EMAIL I SENT ADAM ON SUNDAY NIGHT ( Read more... )

that's what i'm eating as a "food for thought ( Read more... )

today.....was much easier than i anticipated ( Read more... )

after writing my last entry, i went downstairs and cried a little. but my mom had some really great advice...she said, "you don't have to make this decision right now. especially if you're not ready to give up on it....but when the time is right, you'll know what to say ( Read more... )

sitting here, munching on mint chocolate m&ms and trying to find any shred of happiness i can grasp onto right now. because basically, life for the past month has been shit. and in true lj fashion, i only turn to writing when something extremely good or extremely bad is happening ( Read more... )

funny how it's the most miserable of things that get you in the mood to turn to livejournal.
and then, when you think your strong enough to write about it, you realize you're just not ready yet.