I was going to take down my myspace account today and got caught up with some of the posts people have left me over the years. Here is a list of my favorites, oldest to newest. I thought I'd stick them up here in case I do actually take it down and I want to look at them again someday ( Read more... )

[18:20] Ronald Reagan: That's always a check mark for the positive on the Terry Scale of Excellence in Sexual Subordinates.
[18:21] Ronald Reagan: Which is now made official by being capitalized and in a written forum.
[18:21] Ronald Reagan: IT IS ON THE BOOKS

[18:40] Animus Dialect: a being spoke to me in a dream last night ( Read more... )

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  tenacious!     systematic!
topple, oblong, powdered,

mighty
      young…sensible

engorged- longing- felt-
fathom,rampage,omniscient,mediocre

no
often                        taste

fought = enamored

entangled  = leaning

into nests glistening constant! old, lingering

distant-addled-neutral… ( Read more... )

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I push the knot on my tie from left to right for maybe the thousandth time today and glace around my workspace. A book for pleasure. A book for gain. A stack of hot, sticky, paperwork. [EDIT, text removed]  Empty ziplock that once housed various plant matter. Last night feels distant. A smear of colors. [EDIT, text removed]  Reds and blues. I felt ( Read more... )

When the unavoidable moment of clarity occurs, I gaze deeply into the eyes of whoever it is beneath me, and I see there, almost without fail, emptiness. There is a gnawing hole that exists in myself as well. We are merely two shells, ambling though existence in a vague facsimile of life, not particularly wanting to live, but too afraid of dieing to ( Read more... )

A sudden cessation of action leads to an artificially produced pause-in-time-effect for me. It just so happens, that at the exact moment that you said what you just said, everyone did nothing at all for just a barely perceptible amount of time ( Read more... )

I thought about what it meant to me to be alive, as I lay there lazily chewing up thin strips of gas station bought teriyaki beef jerky. I gnawed each bit of meat-plank until it changed into a ball of warm juicy flesh in my mouth. Distracted as I was, I chewed the jerky like gum, forgetting that it was there for minutes on end. I laid there on the ( Read more... )